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Not bad. The Prince of Persia. |
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| 01:23pm 19/02/2009 |
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Your Existing Situation
Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether.
Your Stress Sources
Feels unappreciated and finds the existing situation threatening. Wants personal recognition and the esteem of others to compensate for the lack of like-minded people with whom to ally himself and make himself more secure. His sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for him to give himself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and merge with another. This disturbs him as he regards such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome; only by not succumbing to them, he feels, can he withstand the difficulties of the situation. Wants to be valued as a desirable associate and admired for his personal qualities.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement.
Feels that he is receiving less than his share and that there is no one on who he can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions make him quick to take offense, but he realizes that he has to make the best of things as they are.
Very exacting in the standards he applies to his choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in his sex life.
Insists that his hopes and ideas are realistic, but need reassurance and encouragement. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Your Desired Objective
Feels he has been unjustly and undeservedly treated and betrayed in his hopes. Disgruntled and in revolt against his existing circumstance which he considers an affront.
Your Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on his resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects him to agitation, irritation, and acute distress from which he tries to escape by refusing further direct participation. He confines himself to a cautious approach and a concealed determination to get his own way in the end.
Your Actual Problem #2
The unsatisfied desire to be respected, to stand out from amongst his friends, is causing some anxiety. As a result, normal gregariousness is suppressed and he refuses to allow himself to become involved, or to participate with others in their ordinary activities. |
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| 01:10am 13/02/2009 |
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"He did not know whether the impossibility of acting had given him this sense of loathing, or whether the loathing had made him lose the desire to act. It's both, he though; a desire presupposes the possibility of action to achieve it; action presupposes a goal which is worth achieving. If the only goal possible was to wheedle a precarious moment's favor from men who held guns, then neither action nor desire could exist any longer.
Then could life?-he asked himself indifferently. Life, he though, had been defined as motion; man's life was purposeful motion; what was the state of a being to whom purpose and motion were denied, a being held in chains but left to breathe and to see all the magnificence of the possibilities he could have reached, left to scream 'Why?' and to be shown the muzzle of a gun as sole explanation? He shrugged, walking on; he did not care even to find an answer.
He observed, indifferently, the devastation wrought by his own indifference. No matter how hard a struggle he had lived through in the past, he had never reached the ultimate ugliness of abandoning the will to act. In moments of suffering, he had never let pain win its one permanent victory: he had never allowed it to make him lose the desire for joy."
I was ready to come home and whine whine whine for a page and a half.
And I'm still going to do so. Maybe.
But I was really calmed down by just coming home and having my dad cook for me and eating with me. Kinda silly how we have similar working schedules, sometimes, as his schedule changes all the time.
I haven't updated in a long time, but it's always like this.
The latest is that I don't think I've ever had this much apathy in me at one time. Ever. Partially why I decided to include that book quote. I read it again and again, and I can't help but love how wonderfully worded it is.
I need to find something to motivate me again. That's the next goal. But good luck with that, as you're not supposed to look for medication, you're supposed to be found by it.
What's a guy to do? Wait, I suppose. It's all I can do.
My solace lately comes from video games and music. My time at home is a precious currency used to purchase some stress relief and relaxation. But fuck, the recession's hitting me here too apparently, as I can't seem to afford any of it. Work is now officially the most stressful place I can be, and I have to be careful of everything I do and what my associates do when working under me. Do not ask me for discounts any time soon, because you'll just make life more difficult in my just having to say no. I don't want to get into it more than I have, but it's bad.
I miss when your friends not having money didn't affect the lifestyles so much. More than half of my friends are broke and it's depressing to hear about. I'd love to extend a hand to them all, but it's difficult. I pretty much act as a credit bank to them when I really want them to join me at a concert or to buy certain computers /coughcough.
I wish I had something more intellectual to say. I haven't come to LiveJournal in a while because I feel dumb just talking about all this. There's no depth to it. But I'm being hard on myself, as usual.
I stopped caring about this post, I think.
The book quote was from Atlas Shrugged, the inspiration to the game Bioshock, which had an amazing story. I'm not done with it but I'm seeing many similarities by where I am.
Everyone should read the Watchmen before the movie comes out. It's incredibly relevant to society at any point in time...it was written in the 80's, and the message doesn't need to be altered a bit.
Just because it's a graphic novel doesn't mean that it's not intelligently written. Go out and buy it.
Aly, if you keep not picking up my phone calls, I'm gonna stop being your friend, goddammit. <3
Elba, Iron Maiden is coming, convince Greek that he can pay me back. Let's go watch legends live.
Suze, happy birthday, again. :D |
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| 10:20pm 07/12/2008 |
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music: Cure - The Lovecats in Jareks car
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www.twitter.com/s1nequan0n
I'm trying to keep it updated
I'm so tired, you wouldn't even understand
Ill catch up with everyone soon enough |
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| 02:26am 31/10/2008 |
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lol row vs wade
i love stupid shirts
update on the week later |
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| 07:07pm 09/10/2008 |
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I just saw Titan A.E. again. I forgot I liked this movie a lot. Interesting plot and everything, albeit predictable.
I want my G1...but I kinda also want to wait for the X1 and see if it's good.
G1:
Xperia X1:
Anyone interested in buying my T-Mobile Dash? Pretty sure it's unlocked, I could find out if necessary.
Nothing but cosmetic damage, little marks here and there...it works great and I have the Windows Mobile 6.1 cooked rom...works better than the actual thing. Let me know? |
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| 11:39pm 20/08/2008 |
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Reply to this post, and I'll tell you at least one reason why I like you.
Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love. |
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| 04:13am 18/07/2008 |
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Dark Knight finished an hour ago
and I'm still speechless
Alan doesn't get speechless, ladies and gentlemen. |
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| groove time |
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| 02:43am 14/07/2008 |
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music: With Dead Hands Rising - The Possession
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1. What are your reasons for having an LJ?
Helps me look at everything in retrospect. Writings always been great for that. Update my friends with certain things and read everyone elses.
2. What do you do before bedtime?
Check the myspace, LJ, woot, engadget, wamu, bank of america, facebook, demonoid (for leaked albums), and decide what I'm gonna play to get sleepy.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't know, pretty sure the woman will want more decision on it anyway so I'll throw in ideas from there.
4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
The city of my dreams? Miami, if everything weren't ridiculously expensive....prices going up, wages staying still. ECONOMY FAIL
5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Complete extrovert, mainly. There are things I don't reveal without noticing. I have my share of stuff I keep.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Each has it's own, though I suppose being loved is more...."blessed", since all you have left to do is love them back.
7. Do you trust easily?
Unfortunately. Too kind.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Settle for a friendship, or if you can't get over it then ease away from the person.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
There always is. It's called money. I'll live.
10. What is your best quality?
Easily make people laugh.
11. Is being tagged fun?
Shut up.
12. How do you see yourself?
A fat piece of shit that you can't help but love?
13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends, Kahlua (dog)
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
No one tagged me. I just took this shit.
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Knowing me, it'd end up being married but poor. But I'd rather not even take that. I'll work on both.
16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
Two sounds like a good number. Give or take 1.
17. What's better, to give or to receive?
Depends on the situation, ass.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Seriously top 5 stupid survey questions.
19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
At 19? Abort quick. It happens, sorry to say.
20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite sex?
No idea, but they almost named me Alexander, so it might have just been Alexandria.
Fuck that survey hard.
I'm so bored.
I should sleep. Seems I'm only awake for work nowadays. As much as I love work, I hate that feeling.
I'll deal.
Night. |
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| 01:31pm 23/06/2008 |
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RIP George Carlin =(
Don't think we have another counter culture comedian with talent like his to turn to. |
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| 12:24am 19/06/2008 |
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I've been due for a post.
I'm just gonna go straight into it.
I've been really pensive lately.
Like, yesterday. Or today, technically.
Last night I got home and when I got pretty close to my house, it started raining fucking hard. I actually really enjoy the rain, I just don't necessarily enjoy my stuff or clothes getting wet. I like being sheltered as I watch the rain, really. My car having my music thus makes it perfect, as I have everything I want right there.
So I finally get home. I'm in an extremely peaceful mood because I was driving plenty slow in no rush because of the rain and the fact that cops lurk in the area around my house. By the time I park on the grass in front of my house, I have no desire to leave my car.
I just kinda sit there and enjoy the rain. I send a text to my brother about how peaceful it is and he replies with a smile. On top of enjoying the mood, the rain is just ridiculously hard. So I figure I could just wait a bit for it to slow down, since I had my laptop with me.
I wait about 5 minutes, and the rain slows down. I figure I could get out of the car then, but I told myself to wait a bit more, then rain would be totally clear.
Psyche. The rain starts to come down harder than before.
That's when I start to get to thinking.
Should I have taken the opportunity to go outside right when it was less? Does that show my unwillingness to do a lot of things? My addiction to gambling with anything and everything? I mean, I don't have a problem gambling money, though I definitely think I would if I tried it too much. But I never seem to be satisfied with what I have. But that's stupid, 'cause at the same time I am. Maybe I just don't show it to people or something? Or maybe it's just with little things that I want more of.
See, when it comes to something like....I don't know, my overall life happiness? I've never really had it awful. Or really made it out to be like I'm in the worst situation of all. When I think about it, my family loves me despite all our problems, I have great friends, and I've never been without a plate of food on my table. I've always just attributed it to having a good personality, treating people the way they should, having a good family, and the idea of karma every once in a while.
And yes, I know I have a problem with...taking opportunities sometimes. Many times I need way too much of a push from someone else, or I just don't do something. This applies to any situation like talking to a girl or just doing something plain silly.
Maybe I didn't actually want to get out of my car. I could have just had the feeling but I really did just enjoy my car at the moment more. Hell, I had my music, and music is one of the top 3 things in life no matter what, now and forever. It's not all melodic, it's not all about loving a girl or something completely meaningful, but shit, I love all my metal so much.
Then that gets me to thinking even more, though. Look at me, thinking all this bullshit outside all because I didn't get out when it was raining less. I was the first one to constantly be on any teacher or person who was there analyzing a fucking book, finding some kind of bullshit symbolism in every other word.
"The snow in the setting represents his sadness."
The snow represented it was fucking winter, because the motherfucker lives in Chicago and that's what happens. The author is just not dumb.
Over analyzing is one of my pet peeves. Does that mean I don't get caught doing it? Of course not. You do everything at one point. But when I realize I'm over analyzing, I get genuinely disappointed in myself. Not everything needs to have so much more to it than it seems.
/sigh
But there's so many things in life that you can't just leave where it's at. Because there's so much shit in the world we don't know about. If you sit there and just start questioning why to everything, and realize that like...we're kinda just forced to suck up reality for what it is. So how can we be naive and rule out some of these things that seem ridiculous but sometimes, not really?
I don't exactly have a god I can ask about it either, so I would never know which way to go about these things. I'd kinda have to sit on one and settle, and hope I made the right decision.
What happened this time for me then?
Well, lately a lot in my life has been up for question in my mind. So I went the analyst route. I decided I'd see this all as symbolism, something that serves to bring specific thoughts to my mind.
I haven't been doing everything like I should, and I can't just wing everything. I need to stop being a fucking child and thinking that. No one is going to do anything for me unless I go through with it myself.
Things like that have left me as a different person. Since last year, I've become so much more bitter. And I love every part of it. Ever since I dropped Cesar out of my life I haven't taken friends for the face value. A friendship is two ways and I definitely feel I do my part.
Do I not see a lot of people sometimes because I don't plan things? Sure, there is no way I can stand here and deny that. I can think of a couple of people right off the bat that I've neglected. But has their necessarily been anger? I don't think so. These people know I love them, and that my opinion of them doesn't change and I have a lot I'm doing, internally. I've never really been good at multi tasking, and that applies to this situation just fine. Having to go through internal changes while trying to keep my life in one piece for my own future, while always dealing with one's own situations with the opposite sex and balancing friends is pretty insane. We all do it though, just different percentages in each at different times. Think of it like a pie chart, or...those 5 pointed charts of showing you what attributes you excelled at in a game, where the spike goes in one direction of the pentagon.
Writing this out is all great. I'll write a book someday, I hope. It'll just be me crying about myself.
QQ
I usually take pleasure in the little things. I've enjoyed all the people I've come to randomly see at work. Jorge coming by to reserve Warhammer Online with Karina and Patti was nice, and trust me, I will get you that beta key somehow. Unfortunately I wasn't able to give them too much attention 'cause the customer's were right behind waiting, but that doesn't stop it from being nice. I also saw Legna, that old middle school friend, RIGHT behind them in line.
I enjoy it when I can go to the cafe next to my job and get a cafe latte, which is under 5 dollars, and get away with having my card swiped even though their credit minimum is 5 dollars. Makes me not have to waste more money, and allows me my pleasure of the coffee with milk I love.
I love it when I get any kind of compliment.
I love it when a customer remembers me, comes back to me, because they feel comfortable with me and they genuinely trust my opinion.
A lot of big things fail to bother me in the long run. When someone fucks up, it's hard for me to REALLY hold a grudge, because I see good in people, maybe sometimes when I shouldn't. So the little things are what really bothers me.
The fact that I'm stuck taking out my eyebrow piercing soon because my body's rejected it a second time? Fucking pisses me off to no end. I wasted my goddamn money on it, but the cycle of the world doesn't seem to respect that. Nor does my body. Fuck it, I'm delaying it too much. I have to take it off right now, the ball just gets bigger.
/pause
there, It's off.
I really liked it but my body's owned it twice, so I'm just screwed.
That'll just make me want to get my tattoo sooner, which I'm still thinking over 'cause this is a big thing. It's a pretty unmetal tattoo, but I love the idea.
For those who haven't seen...
Outline of all that...the only color I want is Hobbes' orange, and Calvin's red and yellow. Thinking about the color's, obviously. I'd get it on my upper arm, pretty large...I'd want it visible with a short sleeve shirt, obviously not completely cause it'd go to a bit under my shoulder.
I'm really broke lately, and I hate that. Not much I can do but manage my money.
I almost bought the Metal Gear Solid 80GB PS3 bundle a couple of times during the Metal Gear Solid 4 launch, but I decided against it. I really don't have the money. But I finally bought the Wii Fit with the money my brother gave me for that, and it's actually pretty fun. Something to get me to do stuff when I'm stuck at home. Yes, I can go outside people, I get that, and I know I don't need a game to do push ups...but I enjoy it.
I'm running out of steam, I think. I was a bit distracted by AIM and music choice throughout the post, so maybe as many thoughts as I wanted to get out couldn't...but they're there, and they'll come out one way or another.
Again, to the friends I neglect? I'll get my stuff in order soon enough. I hope. I can't stand this state of limbo I'm in about absolutely everything. I keep saying I SHOULD do soo many things, but they're not getting done.
And....I'm off!
EDIT: ALSO, I've seen Bianka lately a lot lately, due to just hanging with Kris so much and other circumstances. <3 |
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| 01:29pm 01/06/2008 |
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I'll update sometime soon.
Until then?
Look at this picture.
This is the CTO of Hewlett Packards global gaming business.
It was his birthday.
Cutting his cake with a Macbook Air.
I reallly WILL update soon! |
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| 12:38am 23/05/2008 |
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stupidest fucking thing ever
i fuckin love it |
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| 12:17am 02/05/2008 |
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My family is currently a depressed mess.
That's my update. |
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| 12:27pm 26/04/2008 |
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I'm TIRED, but not the normal tired. I had a morning meeting at work and I slept like 5 hours but that's why I'm tired. =/
Just waiting around at home until I work again later at 5 >_<
MY eyes just got watery watching the end of Turner & Hooch =( Comedy Central plays all these old movies and they re run too much, but when I catch a new one, it's cool. Poor Hooch =(
I got new shelves in my room so that means I can save space. Haven't organized my stuff though. Gonna do that RIGHT after this post...right?
My money is dwindling. That's pretty sad. Eating out too much, providing money for my family, etc. I'll live. Let's hope my next check is nice.
Uh...my job can suck one, really. We'll see how long I stay there. lol. There's the classic start of the saying you'll leave concept, but it never happens.
I really like the new management at EB. I mean, Eddy, the store manager, is a lot more....a manager. He's serious about it, at least. My assistant manager is hot, idk too much about her, and the other third key has been cool whenever I've worked with him.
I've pooped twice while writing this entry....it's very distracting.
That leads me to the next topic: I've been losing weight. Slowly, of course, but it's happened. Unfortunately, I haven't been going to the gym so that's no good, but I'll get to it.
I'm seeing the commercial to this ibot...this wheelchair that's climbing stairs in a badass way. I wonder if it works as well as the commercials show.
Being awake since 7 am...is tiring, but unbelievably refreshing. I haven't been waking up earlire than 2 pm lately, so it's great. TIME TO DO THINGS, wtf.
Signed up for the Warhammer Online: Age of Reckoning MMORPG closed beta. My laptop should be able to run it even though it's supposedly gonna be a game requiring some power. But that's why I got myself one of the best video cards that was available on a laptop. I love my Dell.
Of course, this is being written on my old piece of crap desktop. A gateway, or as a customer at work once called it, "la caja de la vaquita."
Oh I love spics.
My random LJ posts are great, aren't they? Nice long way to waste time on your day, and so full of random pieces of thought.
OH I finished the His Dark Materials Trilogy again. See, these books are all things I read when I was younger, and I just forget what it is that happens in certain books. But I seem to love rereading anyway, so I commit them to memory mmuch better now. I almost slipped up and said something but forgot Jackie was still reading the trilogy, so I won't say anything, but it's so goooooood. Her an I still have an appointment to watch the movie on the first one and judge it's quality ourselves. Reviews have a way of being gay.
Um, I'm done writing for now. I gotta get to organizing. |
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| 01:59pm 14/04/2008 |
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LISTEN to that scream. That scream that's so loud, your voice fails at the same time. Oh man, so funny. |
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| 02:17pm 03/04/2008 |
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I'm sitting on the 4th floor of the PC building here at FIU, alone with my laptop, and eating some Ham & Cheddar lunchables I bought.
Notes:
-These lunchables are delicious.
-Just 'cause they're made for kids doesn't mean shit. I bought two and I can't finish the second one I think.
-There's a weird sound coming from a classroom that sounds like Gollum talking, I REALLY don't know what it is. Watching a movie of some sort I guess?
I signed up for 2 summer classes. Paying for them is gonna be a bitch.
This grape Vitamin Water is delish.
....that's it. PEACE |
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| 03:32am 07/03/2008 |
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That top 10 thing made me realize how I felt like typing. Time for that epic Alan LJ post.
Think I'll just use the list as a guideline on what to talk about. I started with how I was catching up in school. At the beginning of the semester, I had missed a lot of class for no reason at all other than the fact that I sleep so goddamned heavy. Now I've caught up and I don't feel so stupid and lost. Grades are improving, I hope.
I get to go see The Faceless with Nile and Suicide Silence on Sunday! Feels like I haven't gone to a concert in a while. That's gonna be phenomenal, lemme tell you.
I really gotta get that drum set soon. As soon as I really learn to do the fast stuff, I can look into making music, maybe with immediate friends and maybe not. See, I'd love to make music with Leonard like we've suggested, but we might differ in opinion. He wants everything to just be straight up omfg br00tal. Maybe he'll surprise me and not do that. But can't dwell on that too much as long as I don't actually have the drum set. Thousand bucks thrown down on something isn't a joke, lol.
My gym schedule is great. I'm going at least the days I have school. Problem is I'm not doing any cardio, and I gotta start throwing that in there. I've been putting on some pounds, and that's no good.
My hair looks great, I think. I love that it's not all up in my face. Most people aren't even noticing the hair cut, and whatever, fuck 'em. Haha. In a month or two when it's time to get a hiarcut again, I'll make it even shorter. =O
I stopped worrying about talking to a few girls in life. There's a lot of girls that it seems don't seem to want to talk unless it's convenient for them or there's just like.. a span of time they feel like talking, and make it seem like they'll become regular friends and PSYCHE. So I'd rather not waste the time. Enough of my time is wasted in bed in the mornings when I wanna get out but I feel intensely weak 'cause I'm lazy as shit, or playing WoW. Not that I used to think I was gonna get with all these girls all the time, but I just removed the hope that I get by just not talking to 'em . It sounds worse than it is. SUMMARY: I stopped wasting time on people who wouldn't waste time on me....did another Cesar, if you will. LAWL There's no cute girls in my classes, guess I'll have to wait for the summer to find any of those. Oh well.
The Human Giant is fantastic. It's this skit show they play on MTV with these 3 main guys: Aziz, Paul, and Rob. Aziz is the angry indian, Paul's the douche bag white dude, and Rob's just the funniest one. It's filled the gap that was left after Tim & Eric's second season ended. The second season of Human Giant is just coming out, so it's gonna be giving us something to download every week on Xbox live.
Like I said before, I beat Bioshock with all 1000 points. Next up is COD4's 1000 points, getting myself to rank 55 online, and playing Lost Odyssey. Don't think much of that will happen as Smash Bros is coming out soon and I need to practice as much as possible to even contend with any of these guys when it comes out. Destroy All Humans 3 is also coming out later this month. I'm downloading God of War for the PSP as we speak, and I'm not that excited yet...but I know the second it loads up I won't put it down, just like God Of War I & II.
Angel's coming down tomorrow, I believe? Hopefully he ends up having some party or something, a new environment to chill in for a bit seems nice.
I really need to do something about how I'm not hanging with Suze, Aly, George, and the like. That's something I'll work on guys =( <3
I really new new pants. All I wear is shorts now 'cause I don't have any. And I only have a few pair of shorts. I need jeans, specifically. But I'm too lazy to go buy shit. /sigh
I just started getting credit! Succesfully paid off my first months balance with Bank of America. Hopefully I don't mess that up, lawl. Last thing I need is bad credit when I'm already in debt. (student loan)
Jarek's got a band now, and it's really getting a LOT of recognition. Sure lots of people are looking at it just 'cause it's Christian and whatnot, but they obviously like the song. I just hate Christian being a genre on myspace, lawl. Not just myspace, to many people. /sigh. OH well. If you wanna see it, it's www.myspace.com/amongourrefuge. If they start going places, kudos to them, especially Jarek. (Jarek's the one who does the screaming in the song, and it sounds really good imo. He comes in a bit into the song, like maybe a minute?)
I got the T-Mobile Dash now. Enjoying that, just doens't have the internet the Sidekick did or the keyboard it did either. The Sidekick still has the easiest keypad to use hands down. BUT I love my smart phones. Microsoft bought Danger, the company that makes the Sidekicks and it's OS, so it looks like we'll be seeing some Sidekicks with Windows Mobile in the future....and I'll be excited to look into those!
Fuck iPod, Creative still kicks ass. My brother sold out and bought an iPod, but my Creative Zen Vision: M is still a god, even though it's buggy with connecting to the computer, lol. In order for the iPod Video or iPod classic to compete in terms of battery life to the Creative Zen Vision M, it had to go through a billion generations of models. Creative's first one kicked ass. But of course, people love to buy their iPods. At Circuit City, the signs above the mp3 section reads "iPod & mp3". lawl
I've been playing WAY too much WoW lately....probably the most I've ever played. I finally have a level 70, but my server is a piece of shit and finding groups to get gear is impossible. If you finally find one, someone in the group is incompetent, and you just wipe over and over untils omeone leaves and the group breaks up. Farming honor to get gear sucks too because I hate repetitive ass shit in video games. Unless it's fun. Getting killed by people with better gear than you isn't fun. Oh well.
I'm saying Oh well a lot lately. This post, as a matter of fact. I didn't even notice. Signs of my new apathetic moods I suppose. Could be good, could be bad. Could be both, of course.
I got high and buzzed today and ate way too much at wings n curls with some co workers. That was a great meal, and I had never hung out with some of those people so it was cool.
I finally REALLY have the 37 inch LCD hdtv in my room, since my dad bought a tv off a neighbor, one that belongs in the living room.
My house situation is tense as always, but there's not much I can do. My dad's gonna keep doing what he's doing and my mom's gonna keep being who she is. I stay out of the way by living out my youth and being out a lot of the time. Thankfully, my parents understand. I truly love them for the way they brought me up...except for feeding me too much as a child and making me fat.
It'd REALLY be great if I could sing, but my voice isn't made for anything high pitch at all. That kinda sucks, but oh well. Hopefully that's a sign that learning harsh growling and screaming will be easier. Yeah, if I get in a band, I'll definitely want to do backup vocals, and harsh vocals are a definite possibility. Bands have it hard now 'cause they don't make much money. I mean the new ones of course...legacy bands have their money but with the number of bands and the amount of piracy, bands don't make too much. But as long as they're doing something they love, you know?
I really don't know what else I have to write about. I have to poop. Speaking of poop, that reminds me of Anchorman, and how I wanna see Semi-Pro. Hopefully I'll get to seeing it soon. Will Ferrell doing ANOTHER stupid role? I'm hella down.
Lemme leave a quote like I always used to.
I spent FOREVER looking for one. 40 minutes, jesus.
"Misquotation is, in fact, the pride and privilege of the learned. A widely- read man never quotes accurately, for the rather obvious reason that he has read too widely."
-Hesketh Pearson
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music: The Faceless - "All Dark Graves"
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LOL I really wasn't gonna do the top 10 thing on LJ, until I just happened to read Elba's and I see
From Elba's post:"and i guess whoever wants to do it can but Alan has to do it."
So, time to fill it out.
Rules: The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this memo on their LJs. Because it is good. Everyone needs a little happiness once in awhile.
1. Catching up in school. Grades aren't what I want them to be but being caught up is fantastic.
2. New music! All genres too. =X Prog, black, deathcore, symphonic... it's great.
3. I bought 2gb of ram for my laptop, it only had 1gb before....it has 2.5gb now and it runs so smooth.
4. My gym schedule is getting pretty set in stone. Haven't skipped it except for last week. Go go muscle go
5. I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR. It's not a gigantic change look wise to many because by society's standards, it's still long...but it's much less annoying. It doesn't get in my face and I can actually drive with the windows down some. :D
6. This thing, actually. Making me appreciate the little things that I'm enjoying currently because I don't realize it, worrying about girls and stuff. Which is dumb to worry about, but that's for another LJ post.
7. The Human Giant! I bought the dvd for the first season wooooooooo
8. All my friends, can't not mention that, I suppose.
9. Getting the 1000 gamerscore points in Bioshock. I finally got all the points for a game
10. Hm, what's last? OH, my random ass extra financial aid I just got. 500 bucks deposited cause I was awarded the Academic Competitiveness grant? Sweet shit.
LJ post coming right now with details on stuff :P |
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Oh how I've been wanting to sit down and make an epic LJ post.
Like...when you empty out the warm water from the cooler cause all the ice melted? Lawl it's like that.
But not now. Main things to say now are really just....life is really being pretty boring at the moment.
I REALLY need something...different?
My hair will probably be gone soon, it's bothering me a lot.
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